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No One Makes Me Laugh as Hard as You

by Spirit Desire

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1.
I’m the guy of the hour With unlimited power You’re the prettiest flower And too sweet to be sour And I never learned How to dress for the weather It’s fucking hot It’s too fucking hot Running ‘round these dirty streets Killing time in the smog and heat Where’d you go? I wanna know This bus ride home’s so bittersweet But mostly bitter Man, why’d I wear a fucking sweater? God damn, I gotta get it together Pull this thread Watch me go I walk away I walk away
2.
I saw you on the streetcar I guess you didn't get far I saw you lookin' my way Now I got something to say I like your new tattoos They look good on you I know I gave you the blues But did you find somebody new? Why'd I have to run into you? Why'd I have to run into you? Hope you found somebody new Why'd I have to run into you? Why'd I have to run into you? You got off before your stop To dodge the transit cops 'Cause you never carried change So I guess you're still the same I guess you're still the same I guess you'll never change You'll never change You'll never change
3.
You can pull me open Like an orange peel Life’s a simulation So this can’t be real Know I say this all the time But is this yours or is it mine? No, you can’t be real For once I wanna feel On the roof of my home And the view is clear from here It’s not the same My things are here I still hear your voices in my ear And I’ll take the photos we took in Pelmo Park Put ‘em up, take ‘em down, and keep ‘em in the dark Move away, gotta say I’m missin’ every part 2 trains, 1 bus, I’ll be there at 6 sharp And I’ll take the photos we took in Pelmo Park Put ‘em up, take ‘em down, and keep ‘em in the dark Move away, oh, I swear I’m missin’ every part Always near, never fear, hold you close to my heart Hold you close to my heart
4.
I’m just a bug You’re always steppin’ on me Turn out the lights I’ll grab my things and scurry Ya done me dirty Ya didn’t mean to hurt me Ya just didn’t look where you were steppin’ It’s tough being small Ya hope somebody might care I’m just a bug And life is a nightmare I’m just a bug I’ve never felt too pretty Ain’t had much love But I’ve had my share of pities Leave out your crumbs ‘Cause I want some When you’re done your breakfast I’m just a bug I’m just a bug I’m just a bug I’m just a bug
5.
Shy Guy 05:40
I don’t know how I got here And I don’t know anyone I don’t know how to start a conversation So I stand in the corner and I try to ignore her But I can’t Am I too old to change now? I would have planned ahead if I thought I’d make it this far I don’t know how to start a conversation And I don’t know how to keep it up You say “hello” just to trip me up So I’ll stand in the corner and I’ll try to ignore her But I can’t Am I too old to change now? I would have planned ahead if I thought I’d make it this far I thought this was supposed to come naturally None of this shit ever felt natural to me
6.
Past fields of goldenrod In early September Lamb’s ear Late summer, soft We walk east We walk east We walk east In wet grass, with cold feet We walk east Where the evil, empty condos Tower over me Now for sale For only a few million And you say, “What a steal!” "What a steal!" "What a steal!" "What a steal!" We will never have a home Above the basement Couldn’t move out Even if we tried Aren’t you so tired? I’m so tired I’m so tired I’m so tired I’m so tired In wet grass, with cold feet Where the evil, empty condos Tower over me Now for sale For only a few million And you say, “What a steal!” "What a steal!" "What a steal!" "What a steal!" But aren’t they all?
7.
I thought we were friends Until the end But I guess that’s just How it ends I’m doin’ fine I’ve made up my mind I’ll see you again Maybe some other time Baby, some other time We’re runnin’ out of time We’re runnin’ out of time
8.
The sun comes through the window I have nowhere else to go I don't feel safe in this space I hated you So why am I sad? Saw you on the news You were all dressed in black We'll miss you And I won't look back You're hurt, you're scarred This feels wrong Eyes wide, cold inside Wish I could run You're burnt, you're charred You're long gone And you're not coming back I hated you So why am I sad? Saw you on the news You were all dressed in black My head hurts, I've felt worse Maybe I'm wrong You stare, do you care? Look what you've done You're burnt, you're charred You're long gone My judgment lapsed At first I laughed Can't take it back But they'll rebuild you fast Part of my past Not built to last But memories fade And buildings collapse
9.
Adventures 03:54
I don’t know how I feel today Got nothin’ better to say Don’t always know what to say When you’re looking at me that way Are you gonna see me this time? You’re looking for something you can’t define Why can’t you read my mind? I’m fine Don’t always say what I mean And I’m always hiding And you’d think I’d just let it be But if I did that I’d be lyin’ Are you gonna see me this time? You’re looking for something you can’t define Why can’t you read my mind? I’m fine Don’t know how I feel today Got nothin’ better to say Don’t always know what to say Walk out that door, don’t come back I don’t wanna see you again Walk out that door, don’t come back I don’t wanna see you Take your baggage and shit off my back I’m no longer your punching bag Walk out that door, don’t come back Walk out that door, don’t come back
10.
Tombstoned 03:47
Haven’t showered in a week I sit around, smoking weed I don’t know what the fuck to do But the feeling’s not new My bones turn to stone when I’m alone I refuse to leave my home Don’t look me in the eyes You’ll see through my disguise I don’t know what the fuck to do Nothing feels like it used to Don’t look me in the eyes I’ll have nowhere to hide

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released October 30, 2022

Spirit Desire is:

Michelle Ferrer—guitar, backing vox
Kai Lumbang—drums, vox
Sam Grace—vox
Ken Wilson—bass, electric violin on 5, vox
Jon Iñaki—omnichord, qchord, vox

Recorded October 31st, 2019–February 29th, 2020 by Dean Snowball at Dexter’s Blab and August 3rd, 2021–September 7th, 2021 at Lincoln County Social Club by Em Damaschin. Additional guitars recorded January 2021 by Michy at The Mosh Closet. Additional vocals on “Good Riddance!!!” recorded September 22nd, 2021 in Sam’s bedroom by Em. Handclaps on "Good Riddance!!!" recorded September 29th, 2021 by Em at Kai's apartment. Field recordings on all songs (barring “Tombstoned”) conducted by Kai & Sam around Toronto and London throughout the spring, summer, and fall of 2020. Shaker and tambourine by Dean. Additional vocals on “Grange Park Lawn Darts” and wurlitzer on “A Streetcar Named Spirit Desire” by Em. Mixed by Em. Produced by Em & Kai. Mastered by Jack Shirley at The Atomic Garden.

All songs written by Spirit Desire, barring: lyrics for “Adventures” written by Jacqueline Bouvier (the singing parts) & Ken (the yelling parts), “Loveliness (Bug Song)” & “Bro! We Did It!” written by Michy, Kai & Jon, “Pelmo Crescent” written by Michy, Sam, Ken & Dean.

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